So lonely lately…

In a crowded place

Yet my mind continues to race

Thoughts of being alone

Feeling like I’m unknown

I keep dreaming about you…

But I know I don’t exist in your world.

Challenge Expectations

In the battle of expectations versus reality,

I desire for an abnormal fatality.

Deviating from the normal aspirations,

But this is not an act of desperation.

Seeking something more than a onetime infatuation,

Because all that leads to is despair and frustration.

Inspire me not with your looks or acts of deceit,

But arouse me with experience beyond in the sheets.

Establish intelligence, understanding, and affection,

And don’t just make me a part of a collection.

Bestow upon me your thoughts and dreams,

Developing a relationship like a two person team.

Maybe who I seek is an enticing illusion,

But maybe someone out there will challenge my confusion.